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Mon, 30 Mar 2009 20:21:54 GMT

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weeeeee, here ya go.

adios :)

shutting dowwwwn :]

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 19:33:54 GMT

im shutting down thie personal,
but don't worry, i'm making a new one,
to start fresh.
i've had this one for a while now,
and i figured i'd make a new one,
and restart.

so ya, keep a lookout :)

bye friennnnds<3

i'm glad i went :]

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 00:04:39 GMT

well yesterday i went to rochester with kayla, and i got home today around 3.
her uncle's birthday party thing was there, and she wanted me to go with her
cos she always gets bored or something, idk.

so i almost didn't go, but i'm glad i did.
reaaaaaaal glad.

the first maybe, 5 hours we were there, we were incredibly bored.
we sat around and played guitar hero & wii the whole time.
and then around like 730, kayla's cousin's friends came over.
her cousin's 17. so were his friends.
they were wicked hot. not even kidding.

so all the parents were outside and junk, and we took some beer and brought it downstairs,
where the wii and guitar hero were. and so we were drinking and crap,
and we played beer pong, and flipcup, just having a good time.
so once we're all pretty tipsy, this kid luke [the hottest one], who was my partner for bp,
comes up behind me while i'm talking to kayla or someone, idk. and anyways,
he was like, follow me. so i followed him into the other room away from everyone else,
and we were talking, mostly about random crap. and then he was like,
"alright listen, ik your leaving tomorrow, and im probably never gonna see you again, but i wanted you to know,
that i think your wicked cute:]" and then he flashed me his gorrrrrgeous smile.
and i was like, awww thanks, your cute too. and then we made out like three times :]

so we go back to beer pong, and nothing else really happened after that, luke & tyler [the other kid] stayed the night too,
and i slept in the same sleeping bag as luke :] skdfgffkg i'm texting him now.
he's adorable. he said he's gonna come visit me when he gets a chance hahaa.

wellll, that's all.
peace, love, & em:]

i want things to go back to how they were.

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 23:52:26 GMT

so basically, me and andrew are dunzoooo.
he asked amanda to tell me to bring his hoodie to school the other day.
now normally, that wouldn't bother me, but the fact that he asked amanda to do it,
that bothers me. so i i/m'ed him and i was like,
you coulda just asked me to bring your hoodie yourself haha ;]
and he goes,
i didnt wanna be rude.

i was like, ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!
he's rediculous sometimes.
but whatever. i cried. i couldn't help it.
i cried until i fell asleep.

it fucking sucks.
especially having to see him everyday in lunch.
whatever. i wrote him a note and put it in the front pocket
when i hung it in his locker.
i stood there for like 5 minutes, i felt so pathetic.

peace, love, em.

lkzdjhgalgfd

Mon, 16 Mar 2009 21:22:13 GMT

i have a life on the weekends now, thank the lordddd.
hockey ended sunday for us, after we got home from states.
i just have practice tonight & wendsday, and then i have
nothinnnnn until june :]
we did terrible in states, lost our first two games.
we also got screwed with refs too, so, whatever.
maybe next year..

i have nothing really to talk about..
nothing's happened.

me & andrew are on a break.
i hate it. there's really no point of going back out now..
there's 3 more months of school left, and then the summer,
and he's going to college.. oh well.
it's depressing though.

i'm out,
peace, love,
em.

i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 22:06:51 GMT

and there's a reason i'm quoting that song.
because im sick. and i'm tired.
and im sick of it :) so basically, that section of the song
fits my life at the moment.

we won sectionals, by the way.
we beat camillus 6-1 in their rink.
it was great. we got our banner too :)
state tournament, here we come.!

last night me and robbie got high again..
and then apparently i texted conrad and i was like,

i smell like weeeeeeed. becos i got high. becos i got hiiiigh. cause i got higgggh.
and im still not home yettt hahaaaha ooooopsie :)

oh well. happens, right?
welp, ima go.
peace, love,
em.

sectionals!

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 17:32:26 GMT

excitement x478659345.
there's only 2 teams in our section, us and camillus, so we're both going to states,
but we have sectionals to see where we get ranked in the state tournament.
yesterday, we played game 1, and we beat them 3-0, so we just have to beat them
today, and we'll be central section champs and get a pretty yellow banner to hang in the rink:]

two years ago we went to states, and it was our first year having a girls team,
and we came in second. it was pretty good, but we all wished we could have pulled through
and won. last year, we didnt even make it, because they had a stupid rule that's now
non-existant. which is good, and alot more fair.

so, wish us luck!
peace&love,
em.

i dont know what to name this post.

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 01:19:35 GMT

1. you are the most amazing person i've ever met. you never fail to make me happy, and it's like i can never be mad at you. i dont know how you do it, but you do. i love being with you. you make me feel safe, like nothing can hurt me. we have so many inside jokes together, i cant even make a list of them. i might not be that good of friends with amanda anymore, but i owe her credit because we never would have met if it wasnt for her. i cant even write everything that i want to say here, because it would be way too much. i love your notes, and i'll never forget when we made cookies. who knew 2 people could make such a mess? i love the way you let me fall asleep on your chest when we're watching tv, and when you play with my hair. you're perfect. 11.12.08 ap<3

2. i dont even know where to start with you. you are basically my sister. we're together literally 5 days a week during the winter, and over summer vaction there's not one day when we're apart. its kind of scary, honestly. i dont know how we're not sick of eachother yet. we have like 80 billion inside jokes, not even kidding. your basically part of my family, and its the same way for me and your family. every time i'm with you, i just about pee my pants laughing. its redic. seriously. loveyounikkiii.

3. for a short girl, you're extremely loud. we laugh at the stupidest shit ever. the global sub probably thinks we were dropped when we were babies. at least now i can say i've eaten 10 bags of popcorn in a week.. and now i'm a fuhtoss, but not really. i must say, we're pretty cool walking down the hallways stuffing our faces.. even though you get eye raped everyday by you-know-who. oh well. loveyou maranda/fuhtoss/cheeeeech;]

4. robert joseph waller. your probably the most immature & obnoxious kid i've ever met, but your pretty cool too, even though you ate all my fries from arby's. what is that shit? anyways, thankyou for buying me more after our little, um, exchange;] and giving me your sodas and slushies and food you don't want.. yeahh.. and you always tape my stick for me, which is good cos i hate doing it. our conversations are always interesting, and you know how i love getting tackled when i walk in the door. your like my brother, and i can't say i have a problem with that.

5. one thing i 'learned' from you, is that love doesnt exist, just like love, unicorns, and princesses. your such a weirdo, but you know i love you. i can't exactly say the same about the daily beatings i get from you FIRST PERIOD. your gonna be abusive some day;] i wish things with us worked out, but maybe someday.. oh, btw, you have really soft hair.

6. tkay. dont fucking be such a fucking fuck, ya fucker! hahahaaa, that was great. you never help me out with anything, but your cute, so it makes up for it. that whole mess with korey, yep, you basically twisted my words around and made him think i liked him. its a wonder i still talk to you. anyways, i never woulda met you if it wasnt for exconrad, but whatever, your my bestie. kthatsall:]

7. so i should hate you so much for dating conrad like 6 months after i broke up with him, but i dont sweat that shit anymore, so your lucky. we've had good times mamaaa, im still waiting for our party so we can get wasted together. :]

8. mike perksari/peraksi/pekarski! i'm glad you never get angry with me cause i can never spell your name right. you have better hair then i do. i'm jealous. even though you think i like robbie and that we slept together, your still a pretty cool kid. and you smell really good. good luck with ally, bud:]

9. so me and you are probably going to hell when we die, but you know what, that's ok because i think we'd entertain each other pretty fucking good. your dating nikki, and im happy for you two x1306842937502. really. we need to play pong and flipcup together dude. and i'm sure that the hunchback of utica college will forgive us eventually, even though he had no idea that we were saying those things.

10. i'm glad we're not friends anymore. you ruined almost everything good i had going. and that's all i have to say to you.

i love my life.

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 22:26:39 GMT

it's amazing. no joke.
practice is tonight, then me, ally, shannon, nikki, and maggie
are showering superduper fastly, cos the movie's
at 9:35 and stuff.
and then i'll be back here with ally & nikki por la noche.

sectionals tomorrow, even though we already made states.
but we gotta play to get seeded. so yea. i'm pumped.

kayla and conrad broke up:D
i'm a terrible friend, but hey, she had it coming.
she used my reason for breaking up with him.
i was like, bitch, shit's weaaaak.
seriously. she gets my sloppy seconds,
and then uses my breakup line?
what the fuck.

today before 1st period, i felt like shit, so i went into class early to sit down and junk.
and brett was in there for some reason early too, and i was waiting for him to walk out
of the row so i could sit down, and he pushed me, and i was like, stoooooppppp.
and he was like, aw whats wrong? and i was like, i feel like crap. and he's like, aw im sorry,
do you want a hug? and i was like, sure brett:)

and so we hugged, and then i had andrews hoodie on and he was like, do you loooove him?
and i was like, sure. and he goes, well love doesnt exist. and i was like, alright haha, you keep believing that.
and he's like, it doesnt exist. there's no such thing as love.
and then he kept asking me what didnt exist, and i was like, love.
and he goes, thats right, just like unicorns and princesses.
and i was like, ok? hahaha, he's such a dork.
but i love him:)

i'm out,
peace&love,
em:)

well i won't be a party planner when i'm older.

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 20:36:35 GMT

i suck at making plans. no joke. they always end up not working, or someone gets left out, yano?

so tomorrow night after practice,
me, kenz, ally, nikki, shannon, and maggie
are going to the movies to see
He's Just Not That Into You.
and we all have to shower and junk, ah its bad.
idk how we're gonna get there on time. we're all wearing our bathing suits under our equipment,
so that we dont have to put it on after, we can just strip and shower, hahaaa.

ummm. yeah. nothing else is really new.. me & brett are still talking, and so are me & andrew.
i'm fuuuucked.

sectionals this weekennnnnd! i'm fucking pumpppped.

anyone see He's Just Not That Into You?
was it good?

peace&love,
em:)